What is it you're living for?

You can't turn back the clock.
At some point you have to really look
yourself in the mirror and ask

"AM I SHOWING UP"?
 

Our passions do not come randomly.
They are sent to us as a guide to
move forward in a meaningful way.
Life is short and it only gets shorter-
what is it you're living for?

I've been contemplating the existential question of

"WHAT IS MY PURPOSE"

since as long as I can remember.
The signs kept pointing in the same direction.
But I'd avoid it, push it off until tomorrow.
"I'll begin another day" 
"I'm too busy right now"
"I'm not ready"
"What will people think".