Oh, the dark clouds roll away as the sun begins to shine.
Spring is here and she came right on time...
Spring is all about new beginnings, new life-
Growth, moving forward-
Sometimes you’ve got to let go, release the old.
The last few years have been full of experience.
Learning, loving, leaving.
In the midst of the busyness I lost touch of who I was-
I became disconnected, dissatisfied, distressed.
I was caught in my impulses, desires, and reactions.
Restless I ran,
Point-A to point-B forgetting about everything in between.
Asking questions but closing out the answers.
I found myself at a crossroad:
One edge clinging to the past,
The other planning out the future.
Lost in my mind, in my stories, in my thoughts.
I could never truly accept where I was.
My hands tangled behind my back.
Shoulders heavy - weighed down by fear & insecurity.
My chest suffocated by expectations & role identity.
The clock kept ticking and I couldn't catch up...